Tuesday, 4 June 2013

swim good

go down the road till it turns from colour to black and
white




white




white
out doing white lines
woke up in a room with tall white walls they told me they were going to keep me here cause I've lost my
mind but was it ever really mine?

Wednesday, 22 May 2013

doge appreciation hour

momma and I were having breakfast round Jalan Telawi the other day and we saw two men who had one puppy in a bag plus two corgis in a bABY STROLLER WITH THEIR LITTLE PAWS OUT I WAS SO EXCITED I WANTED TO
PUNCH!!! A WALL!!!!!!!!!!!


I wore doc marts to markets @ jaya one but my socks were too short so I had..... callouses on bo.....th legs and they're infected.........n yea but sacrifice for fashion right hehh heh (it hurts to bathe)
Also, Finn had the same problem in the Potluck Princess episode, so I don't feel so bad! He feels that feel that I know, I know that feel. We bonded through dimensions.

Monday, 13 May 2013

metyrapone to erase bad memories?

“Metyrapone is a drug that significantly decreases the levels of cortisol, a stress hormone that is involved in memory recall,” explained lead author Marie-France Marin, a doctoral student.



Manipulating cortisol close to the time of forming new memories can decrease the negative emotions that may be associated with them, the researchers said.

Thirty-three men participated in the study, which involved learning a story composed of neutral and negative events. Three days later, they were divided into three groups – participants in the first group received a single dose of metyrapone and a second group received a double dose. The third group received a placebo. Group participants were then asked to remember the story. Then, in fours days after the medication had cleared from the body, individual memory performance was reevaluated.

“We found that the men in the group who received two doses of metyrapone were impaired when retrieving the negative events of the story, while they showed no impairment recalling the neutral parts of the story,” Marin said. “We were surprised that the decreased memory of negative information was still present once cortisol levels had returned to normal.”

Wednesday, 8 May 2013

put down the razorblade baby

 place your hands in mine instead (I'll grip them tight so you know they're there)



let the bottle slip through your fingers
spilled cyanide sticky
I'd walk through shattered glass still




don't swallow the pill
Wonderland's just a myth
I'll stay up to sing so you could fall asleep.


Tuesday, 7 May 2013

(a title hinting profanity towards A-levels)

(a sentence about exams.)
(a sentence about blur, and how dare they come to indonesia during exam month.)
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Saturday, 20 April 2013

XaaX

we would've counted the stars in the sky but
the city lights have rendered them invisible so
you & I spent the friday night counting our devils instead.

1 2 3 4567



"I can feel my soul being scorched by baphomet's flames
&thought that if I downed another Hennessy, maybe I'd be able to vomit him out
but it couldn't be that easy, could it?"


"I'm fucked up", you tell me;
I touched your arm & felt you
smile in the dark.


if heaven is up there, then this is hell on earth.